Came across the beauty of you via IG after coming out from a film, turned out with a minor breakdown almost immediately. I don't know how to explain why. Found myself lost at the shopping mall, losing the sense of direction, didn't know where to go, helplessly, hopelessly. Wanted to call for help. Didn't know who to call. 

After a short while decided to move on regardless, heading to where I should be going to. I have to face it, without you. I have to be strong enough to endure all that. Otherwise, there will be no chance and I am just giving it up.

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you, just to let you know.