妳叫我怎可能放心？

懇請妳，留一線。

予這世界。予妳自己。

People are insensitive and cold. They do not understand you. How can I not worry about you?
Regardless.

Another night on missing you.

The second night after you blocked me.
You did not disappear. You disappeared me.
That was what it was.

I cannot carry you, you said.

But I did. I carried you all the way up 8 floors of stairs the first night we met.
And you have no memory of that.

You said that I was conservative. But it was you who said we can't be together because of age difference, background, and nature. How could that be open minded?

I did not pretend. When you were sick I came. Immediately. How many can do and will do that?
I care all the time.

But rejection kills me. More than once. How am I suppose to go on if you keep doing that?

So, you are back.
I must be the biggest fool in the whole world.