When I said I hate you I actually meant I love you. But when you replied I hate you too, I know that doesn't mean anything at all, and no love was probably involved.

The 'wish you were here' thoughts were intense, but then again, I know that it's probably more wishful thinking....

The night before the trip to Taiwan, the hollowness sucked into my heart like never before. It's not even sadness. The were nothing.
The 'missing' is enormous, I don't know why.
But on the other hand, she might have already adapted into her new life nicely, already.
Life is such a bitch.

想妳的形式已經變了，無可否認。
仍關心，但不同了。
有關她，我真不知如何是好。
但其實也似乎無可奈何。

今天看了妳的IG，天，又怎樣了。想過找妳，但，大概那也是多餘的。

好想念她。那超乎我的預期。

missing you enormously....

其實只是輸得沒那麼難看。
要緊記。

And now what.

How can I tolerate this pain.

I was so wrong. How could she even compare to you.
She is such a fake.

I begin missing her, even though she's only away for a few days.

可能，真的算了。

也許不過是過睇雲煙，沒有基礎的情感寄託。

不像妳。

但妳已離去，成為過去。