跟大眾說It's not meant to be，心裡卻知道那個意思並非他們所以為的。
不會解釋。就讓他們去想。
想見妳，但相見又如何。

回不去了嗎。

我好像開始不太認識妳。

The distance.

妳好像向前走了多少步，我卻仍彌留在那個空間。

Why did that even happened? How could I reacted like that? 

You must had thought it didn't matter anymore. Must have been yet another disappointment. 

A non happening. 

I just left the scene, if there ever was one.

Timing is a bitch.

How can I amend that. There is nothing I could do. As nothing really happened.

I cannot express my love for you, at least for now. Even that word itself seems forbidden by you. And yet, you are always there, in my mind and in my heart. I know somewhere in your heart, there is a place for me too. But perhaps the barricades are still difficult to overcome.

I cannot forget you.

How can I not love you.

照片裡妳沒有掩飾傷痕，我不知道那是出自妳自我的意願還是其他緣故，那是一種面對的勇氣還是展覽式的表現。我沒法看得清。可是，別再這樣了。那很危險。妳活著的世界是瘋狂的，人都貪婪得超乎妳想像，他們很渴求這樣的事情，而且永遠只想從妳身上看到更多更多。他們都不會對妳的傷痛負責，或者勉強提供短暫的關懷慰藉，卻不會真正的幫助、了解事情的嚴重性。

只有妳自己，可以找到出口，找到解脫。大概會是個漫長的過程，其中會出現很多苦楚。有時候，身邊人可跟妳共同或陪伴面對；但大多數時候還是得要自己獨個兒承受著。妳要堅強，也要懂得以柔韌應付，總不能每每只以極端應對極端。凡事，總有辦法。

我仍在。我會一直都在。只要妳呼喚，只要我能，那怕赴湯蹈火。